whoever said that it was fun being an adult was a liar. it's nothing but going here, money there, i need this and that. the toys-r-us ppl had it on point when they came up with there famous jingle: "i don't wanna grow up, i'm a toys-r-us kid/ there's a million toys at toys-r-us that i can play with..." i really didn't expect to grow up as quickly as i did. as the new year began, i made a promise to myself that i would enjoy the rest of my life. up until now, i had been taking ppl and time for granted when they r the most important assests i have. i'm 18 goin on 19 and i have to act like it but at the same time maintain the humbleness which got me favor in many people's eyes. i'm known for my maturity and wisdom but i never let that go to my head. it's just a gift God has granted me. no doubt, i still have a lot to learn, but i know i'm ready for it.

for those of u sho care to read my blog at all, I'M BACK!! i didn't really go anywhere, i just didn't have the time or urge to write in here. my life has gotten relatively complex since my last entry. i'm wearin myself thin wit skoo, work, church, and coachin girls basketball. i very rarely have time to sit down and relax for a few hours. men have come into my life and just confused me. right now i'm tryin to make a decion between two of them and it's so hard. i don't get a chance to chill wit my friends as much as i want to and i want them to kno that i still  love them.